memories it's all i have

Title: i tried to go on (like i never knew you)
Pairings: none, credence centric
Rating: G
Words: 2987
Prompt 2/20: complicated
Summary: credence remembers about his ma, about the real mister graves and about the darkness living inside of him, and when he feels like he's in the deepest he can fall, the light of queenie reaches out to him.
Disclaimer: work of fiction, original story and universe belongs to the one and only jk rowling no profit gained out of this
Comments: i am still thinking what to do about credence and the obscurus thing, but i am going to focus on credence being happy and supported by queenie now because he deserves it ♡

as a disclaimer, i do not want to romanticise the relationship credence and graves/grindelwald have in the film, i refuse to dwell into manipulation, abuse and toxicity or any kind, i reject it and reprimand it. this is just credence feelings and memories about that time, but there's no attraction/love about it.
i will try very hard to separate the “real” graves from grindelwald, and explore their dynamics in a less toxic and abusive way.

title is from backstreet boy's song incomplete, english is not my first language so there might be some grammar issues here and there.
any positive thoughts, comments, and criticisms are more than welcome!

( “It )

Title: when we were younger and better
Pairings: none really, yokoo-centric, some yokoo/fujigaya if you squint and some yokoo/nikaido if you squint harder
Rating: G
Words: 4403
Summary: Yokoo doesn't think much about love.
But he does think a lot about him.
Disclaimer: this is a work fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
kis-my-ft2 belongs to johnny's entertainment, etc, etc.
Comments: i started writing this in the year 2012, probably.
out of a whim because i have a lot of yokoo related feelings because that guy is amazing and his presence on fanfiction seems little? so it was my little contribution to him.
it was supposed to be small pieces of what was of yokoo since the moment he entered into the jimusho until the "right then" of that time, mostly after kisumai debuted.
i fell a little out of the loop of kisumai since then, so maybe i could continue it, but i think it was nice just to post this, anyway.

is not betaed and english is not my first language so i already apologize.
also comments and criticism are welcome, i can't believe it's the first time i am publishing a je fanfic. urgh.

also this is for crazy_otaku911 who encouraged me to write this back in the day. ♡

( He likes to play the guitar with the hopes of composing songs one day, and do meaningful solos for their sold out concerts. )

Title: everybody wanna try to box me in (so don't do it, too)
Pairings: kaoru/toshiya
Rating: R? language, mentions of blowjobs, sex, a some drugs. toshiya has a foul mouth. sorry, not sorry
Words: 1.956
Summary: So we are back at Kaoru’s question, and his hardened eyes, as I keep looking at him with one of my smug grins, as I pass the pad of my thumb all over the smudged line of eyeliner underneath my eye. “I like it.”
Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: i needed to write something because i was going to rip my hair out.
i don't know i had this as an unfinished thing since forever ago.
i love the setting of high school buddies and toshiya/kyo being kind of soulmates and toshiya being this kind of sexy, untamed, giggly and adorable slut who has a very foul mouth and kaoru being all over into it.

this kind of suck, though.
i completely wrote it to myself anyway, but comments/receiving love are the best♡

pd: first line of the title comes from nicki minaj feat rihanna's fly.
queen nicki has been the perpetual bgm for this.

( Oh, really? You don’t really seem worried at all when I’ve got my lips around your cock, honey )

Title: Stars
Pairings: none; a little fic to all the tyrell siblings
Rating: G
Words: 300
Summary: When Loras was a kid, years and years ago, when he barely knew how to hold a sword and his days passed by in the beautiful places of Highgarden, one of his favourite things was observing the stars with his sister and his brothers, lying on the grass in what it seemed like an endless summer night.
Disclaimer: All is fictional and the characters belong to George RR Martin.
Comments: this was a little out of the blue, the prompt is stars and i got it from one of the 10_fics
it's not betaed and english is not my first language so i can't promise that this is free of mistakes and/or typos, my writing is a bit rusty and i wanted to start writing again, so i thought drabbles based on prompts would be easier.

comments are more than appreciated!♡

( Do you see the dragon? )

Title: Always
Pairings: None
Rating: G
Words: 608
Summary: Willas promises to be always with his sister
Disclaimer: All is fictional and the characters belong to grr martin.
Comments: A modern!Westeros setting.
Willas is barely seventeen and he has been involved in a car accident that leads for him to have a lame leg.
His family visits and he makes a promise to Margaery.

Also my drabbles are always so long I'm sorry!!!
is not betaed, so sorry for any big mistakes!!

( he lived for her laugh. )

Title: someday
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: "Tokyo will never cease to make me feel as I'm a stranger.."
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
okay in all honesty i thought i was not going to make able to finish this on time, but here is it!!
this is my entry for the winter's kaoxtotchi winter contest.

my prompt was this video.

it was incredibly hard for me to focus on something or even find something to talk about, but i managed to do it. i think
the year is the 2010, so try to think about them with the hair of that era.

at first i didn't like it much, but somehow it ended up writting itself, and i'm very proud.
it's not betaed because i seriously need a beta, but i hope there are no major grammar mistakes.

please comment! ;A;


( of memories. )

Title: the begining
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary:
And I decide that your laugh is like a melody I want to spend my whole life listening to.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
hello!
it's so rare for me to write something but this kind of just write itself (i notice i say this all the time... right?)
u_u
well anyway, please comments are more than appreciated as it is constructive criticism!
as always, this is not betaed (any sweetheart who wants to be my beta? i would love you forever) so i'm really sorry for any big grammar mistake you might find.

and this is written at the very beginning of dir en grey as a band, right after they got together, so picture them really young and with really long hair.

thanks for reading~ (and commenting~)




( Do you believe in fate. )

Title: I get along.
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Genre: romance, humour, fluff
Number of words: 1.480
Summary:
I’m trying to make calculations inside my mind to convince myself that isn’t my birthday, which I can’t be as sad as this. Because, for real; if I forgot my own birthday then my life is definitely over and I’m a very, very sad old man. Definitely old. How old? Thirty what? Fuck this shit, I’m just so old.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments: i feel like writing so i'm just going to write as much as i can until this feeling dissapears.
this one is actually.... fluffy?? a belated birthday fic for kaoru.
as always, there's always room for improvement so please, if there's something you want to say just comment me!! ♥
as always not betaed and stuff.


( it's kaoru's birthday )

Title: don’t you want to hold me baby?
Number of words: 325
Pairings: ToshiyaxKaoru, Kaoru&Kyo
Summary: Dinner is always made, for you.
Disclaimer: Kyo, Kaoru and Toshiya belong to themselves.
Comments: It had been years since the last time I tried to write a ‘serious’ fanfic, so probably this one sucks terribly.. It just popped inside my mind suddenly.
I made it for the ktk_drabbles comm.
It’s late and I use no beta, so probably it sucks, the grammar is terrible and is full of typos, but anyway, enjoy?
Comments are appreciated sweeties



( you got tired of holding me. )