memories it's all i have

there's hope out there (it doesn't have to happen now) ; a credence barebone fanfiction

Fri, 10 Feb 2017 19:47:21 GMT

Posted by: aibaland

Title: there's hope out there (it doesn't have to happen now)
Pairings: none, credence centric
Rating: G
Words: 1714
Prompt 3/20: making history
Summary: credence is slowly healing and overcoming his past, newt wants to help him, queenie is overprotective and tina wants him to follow his own path
Disclaimer: work of fiction, original story and universe belongs to the one and only jk rowling no profit gained out of this
Comments: this took a little longer that i expected because i got sidetracked with writing
headcanons for a while, but got inspired and managed to finish it.

as always, english is not my first language so please forgive any grammar mistakes

love, comments, constructive criticism and positive thoughts are more than welcome!!

( “Credence )

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reflection ; a song of ice and fire fanfiction

Sat, 04 Feb 2017 16:43:23 GMT

Posted by: aibaland

Title: reflection
Pairings: renly/loras
Rating: G
Words: 408
Summary: Right then and there, Loras doesn’t want to be a warrior. He doesn’t want to be the third son of the Tyrell household. He wants to simply be a young man, and a lover.
Disclaimer: this is a work fiction, i don't own anything but the writing. not affiliated to george rr martin, etc, etc.
Comments: i have deciced to finish this set of drabbles revolving renly and loras because i have too many feelings about them.

( Remembering the promises and the plans, the events and the places they will never visit, and the conversations they will never have. )

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☆MASTERPOST☆

Sat, 04 Feb 2017 16:40:33 GMT

Posted by: aibaland

☆Fandom: Dir en grey☆

drabbles
good morning girl - one-sided toshiya/kaoru
the only time - kaoru/toshiya
underwater love - kaoru/toshiya
my eden of sorrow - kaoru/toshiya
motionless - kaoru/toshiya
no it isn't - kaoru/toshiya
distraction - one-sided toshiya/kaoru
glaring sun - kaoru/kyo; one-sided toshiya/kaoru
don't you want to hold me baby? - kaoru/kyo; one-sided toshiya/kaoru
arrivals - kaoru/toshiya

one-shots
mild seven lights - kaoru/toshiya
glory box - kaoru/toshiya
rain on light - one-sided toshiya/kaoru
heart and lungs - kaoru/toshiya
the fault - kaoru/toshiya
despair of the fault (sequel to the fault) - kaoru/toshiya
delusion - kaoru/toshiya
nothing but words - kaoru/toshiya
this is what we are after - kaoru/toshiya
i get along - kaoru/toshiya
the beginning - kaoru/toshiya
of summer - kaoru/toshiya
someday - kaoru/toshiya
of burnt cigarettes and lost paradises - broken kaoru/toshiya
dirt and glitter cover the floor - kaoru/toshiya
everybody wanna try to box me in (so don't do it, too) - kaoru/toshiya

chaptered
angie: I. II. - completed - kaoru/toshiya
falling to pieces: I. II. - completed - die/toshiya; one-sided kaoru/toshiya; one-sided shinya/die

☆Fandom: A song of ice and fire☆

drabbles:
Of summer green and the smell of roses - renly/loras
always - no pairing

10 drabbles - renly/loras prompts from 10_fics

001.	déjà vu	002.	stars	003.	reflect	004.	Blind	005.	Transform
006.	Sleepwalk	007.	Fix	008.	Serenity	009.	Sacrifice	010.	Fire

☆Fandom: Kis-My-Ft2☆

one-shots
when we were younger and better - yokoo centric ; yokoo/taisuke ; yokoo/nikaido

☆Fandom: Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find them☆

20 one-shots - queenie&credence prompts

001.	introduction	002.	complicated	003.	making history	004.	rivalry	005.	unbreakable
006.	obsession	007.	eternity	008.	gateway	009.	death	010.	opportunities
011.	33%	012.	dead wrong	013.	running away	014.	judgement	015.	seeking solace
016.	excuses	017.	vengeance	018.	love	019.	tears	020.	my inspiration

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i tried to go on (like i never knew you) ; a credence barebone fanfiction

Mon, 30 Jan 2017 01:23:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: i tried to go on (like i never knew you)
Pairings: none, credence centric
Rating: G
Words: 2987
Prompt 2/20: complicated
Summary: credence remembers about his ma, about the real mister graves and about the darkness living inside of him, and when he feels like he's in the deepest he can fall, the light of queenie reaches out to him.
Disclaimer: work of fiction, original story and universe belongs to the one and only jk rowling no profit gained out of this
Comments: i am still thinking what to do about credence and the obscurus thing, but i am going to focus on credence being happy and supported by queenie now because he deserves it ♡

as a disclaimer, i do not want to romanticise the relationship credence and graves/grindelwald have in the film, i refuse to dwell into manipulation, abuse and toxicity or any kind, i reject it and reprimand it. this is just credence feelings and memories about that time, but there's no attraction/love about it.
i will try very hard to separate the “real” graves from grindelwald, and explore their dynamics in a less toxic and abusive way.

title is from backstreet boy's song incomplete, english is not my first language so there might be some grammar issues here and there.
any positive thoughts, comments, and criticisms are more than welcome!

( “It )

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and i feel love is dead (i am loving angels instead) ; a credence barebone fanfiction

Fri, 27 Jan 2017 16:10:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: and i feel love is dead (i am loving angels instead)
Pairings: none, credence centric
Rating: G
Words: 1633
Prompt 1/20: introduction
Summary: “What is an Angel?” Queenie asked sweetly, her eyes growing as she looked over the shoulder of his dark blue dress, smiling with curiosity.
Disclaimer: work of fiction, original story and universe belongs to the one and only jk rowling
no profit gained out of this
Comments: i haven't written in forever and i thought it would be a good idea to give it a chance, i love credence, he deserves all the good things in the world and i can't imagine someone sweeter than queenie goldstein to provide that.
i like to fantasize with these two in the next movies, with credence growing hair and queenie's cocoa ♡

this was inspired by queenie's “what is a niffler?” question and the fact she's the embodiment of an ANGEL ;3;

first part of a serie of 20 one-word drabbles: 1. introduction
just a small sneak peak into credence's new life living with the goldstein sisters and his relationship with queenie
and this is obviously NOT A DRABBLE because apparently i don't know how to stop myself fml

any comment and constructive criticism is highly welcomed ;3;
♡♡♡

( even if she was, by far, one of the selfless and kindest people Credence had encountered )

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when we were younger and better; a kis-my-ft2 fanfiction

Mon, 28 Jul 2014 22:44:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: when we were younger and better
Pairings: none really, yokoo-centric, some yokoo/fujigaya if you squint and some yokoo/nikaido if you squint harder
Rating: G
Words: 4403
Summary: Yokoo doesn't think much about love.
But he does think a lot about him.
Disclaimer: this is a work fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
kis-my-ft2 belongs to johnny's entertainment, etc, etc.
Comments: i started writing this in the year 2012, probably.
out of a whim because i have a lot of yokoo related feelings because that guy is amazing and his presence on fanfiction seems little? so it was my little contribution to him.
it was supposed to be small pieces of what was of yokoo since the moment he entered into the jimusho until the "right then" of that time, mostly after kisumai debuted.
i fell a little out of the loop of kisumai since then, so maybe i could continue it, but i think it was nice just to post this, anyway.

is not betaed and english is not my first language so i already apologize.
also comments and criticism are welcome, i can't believe it's the first time i am publishing a je fanfic. urgh.

also this is for crazy_otaku911 who encouraged me to write this back in the day. ♡

( He likes to play the guitar with the hopes of composing songs one day, and do meaningful solos for their sold out concerts. )

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déjà vu; a song of ice and fire fanfiction

Mon, 07 Jul 2014 20:59:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: déjà vu
Pairings: renly/loras
Rating: G
Words: 628
Summary: Is in moments like those, when Loras is awakening from either a sleepless night or one plagued with awful nightmares, that he doesn’t remember he has lost Renly; and in those fleeting, ethereal moments, half reality and half dreams, he’s wrapped in the sweetest feeling and fantasy only ignorance can bring you and no harm, no worry and definitely no memory is haunting him.
Disclaimer: this is a work fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
not affiliated to george rr martin, etc, etc.
Comments: this was written barely in ... fifteen minutes. i got amazingly inspired.
anyway english is not my first language so i apologize for any mistakes which can be shown in this little piece.
this is also a part of a 10_fics drabbles challenge.

comments and constructive criticism are more than welcome thank you!!♡

( But most importantly, Loras remembers the particular scent which was Renly’s and Renly’s only: Masculine and deep, of musk and pine tree, peaches and leather, sweet wine and summer. )

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everybody wanna try to box me in (so don't do it, too) ; a kaoru/toshiya fanfiction

Tue, 15 Apr 2014 21:16:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: everybody wanna try to box me in (so don't do it, too)
Pairings: kaoru/toshiya
Rating: R? language, mentions of blowjobs, sex, a some drugs. toshiya has a foul mouth. ~~sorry, not sorry~~
Words: 1.956
Summary: So we are back at Kaoru’s question, and his hardened eyes, as I keep looking at him with one of my smug grins, as I pass the pad of my thumb all over the smudged line of eyeliner underneath my eye. “I like it.”
Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: i needed to write something because i was going to rip my hair out.
i don't know i had this as an unfinished thing since forever ago.
i love the setting of high school buddies and toshiya/kyo being kind of soulmates and toshiya being this kind of sexy, untamed, giggly and adorable slut who has a very foul mouth and kaoru being all over into it.

this kind of suck, though.
i completely wrote it to myself anyway, but comments/receiving love are the best♡

pd: first line of the title comes from nicki minaj feat rihanna's fly.
queen nicki has been the perpetual bgm for this.

( Oh, really? You don’t really seem worried at all when I’ve got my lips around your cock, honey )

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dirt and glitter cover the floor; a kaoru/toshiya fanfiction

Thu, 12 Sep 2013 00:06:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: dirt and glitter cover the floor
Pairings: kaoruxtoshiya
Rating: G
Words: 1.782
Summary: Kyo has told me about him, before.
About Toshiya, that guy.
Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: this is not probably how kaoru and toshiya met but it just popped into my mind a few months ago.
i wrote some of it and then a little more and then i just finished it in five minutes.
i tried to change my writing style a little, and it's a kaoru's pov again... i don't even know why.
lmfao.

the title is a ke$ha's song because... i can't remember. i was probably listening to it and i liked it.

comments are loved. ♡

( Little I knew, back then, about this Toshiya guy. Little I knew about his energy and his shyness, and that amazing capacity he had of turning them on and off, like you switch your computer back at home. )

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stars ; a song of ice and fire fanfiction

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 18:07:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: Stars
Pairings: none; a little fic to all the tyrell siblings
Rating: G
Words: 300
Summary: When Loras was a kid, years and years ago, when he barely knew how to hold a sword and his days passed by in the beautiful places of Highgarden, one of his favourite things was observing the stars with his sister and his brothers, lying on the grass in what it seemed like an endless summer night.
Disclaimer: All is fictional and the characters belong to George RR Martin.
Comments: this was a little out of the blue, the prompt is stars and i got it from one of the 10_fics
it's not betaed and english is not my first language so i can't promise that this is free of mistakes and/or typos, my writing is a bit rusty and i wanted to start writing again, so i thought drabbles based on prompts would be easier.

comments are more than appreciated!♡

( Do you see the dragon? )

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of burnt cigarettes and lost paradises; a kaoru/toshiya fanfic

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 22:18:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: Of burnt cigarettes and lost paradises
Pairings: broken kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Words: 1.325
Summary: "You're cheating on him."
Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: i don't even know what is this.
it literally wrote itself and it's not betaed and it probably kind of sucks.
its just, not going to lie.
it's good to write again, i missed it.

comments are loved. ♡

( I am really sorry. )

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Fri, 28 Sep 2012 23:38:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: Always
Pairings: None
Rating: G
Words: 608
Summary: Willas promises to be always with his sister
Disclaimer: All is fictional and the characters belong to grr martin.
Comments: A modern!Westeros setting.
Willas is barely seventeen and he has been involved in a car accident that leads for him to have a lame leg.
His family visits and he makes a promise to Margaery.

Also my drabbles are always so long I'm sorry!!!
is not betaed, so sorry for any big mistakes!!

( he lived for her laugh. )

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Tue, 25 Sep 2012 23:08:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: Of summer and green and the smell of roses
Pairings: renly/loras
Rating: G
Summary: Loras misses Highgarden and the smell of the green grass
Disclaimer: All is fictional and the characters belong to grr martin.
Comments: this was a prompt given to me by phasing_cat i was like starving of writing something.
it probably sucks because it was so fast and it's not betaed but i admit i just love too much to write about loras.

comments are more than appreciated!

( Being summer kids and letting the grass be their mattress, their soil, their friend. )

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Fri, 09 Dec 2011 01:54:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: someday
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: "Tokyo will never cease to make me feel as I'm a stranger.."
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
okay in all honesty i thought i was not going to make able to finish this on time, but here is it!!
this is my entry for the winter's kaoxtotchi winter contest.

my prompt was this video.
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it was incredibly hard for me to focus on something or even find something to talk about, but i managed to do it. i think
the year is the 2010, so try to think about them with the hair of that era.

at first i didn't like it much, but somehow it ended up writting itself, and i'm very proud.
it's not betaed because i seriously need a beta, but i hope there are no major grammar mistakes.

please comment! ;A;

( of memories. )

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Sat, 17 Sep 2011 03:23:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: of summer
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: "Let's go swim."
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
i found the summer writing prompt ( which is here ) and i know it's a bit late but it counts here is still as hot as in summer? u_u
this has been floating around my mind since i saw this picture, and I just wanted to try something different, writing wise.

tt's a Kaoru POV, which is kind of challenge for me, because it's so hard to grip what he's thinking, what are his motives, etc.
the picture it's supposed to be toshiya, and the place nagano.
and think about a.... 2005/6ish? era.

ugh and the ending sucks but i couldn't think about anything else!

comments are more than welcome and so is concrit, please please please i'm here to improve. ;o;
(as always, not betaed so sorry about any mistake.)

( Do you want to come to Nagano with me )

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Sun, 11 Sep 2011 17:45:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: the begining
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary:
And I decide that your laugh is like a melody I want to spend my whole life listening to.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
hello!
it's so rare for me to write something but this kind of just write itself (i notice i say this all the time... right?)
u_u
well anyway, please comments are more than appreciated as it is constructive criticism!
as always, this is not betaed (any sweetheart who wants to be my beta? i would love you forever) so i'm really sorry for any big grammar mistake you might find.

and this is written at the very beginning of dir en grey as a band, right after they got together, so picture them really young and with really long hair.

thanks for reading~ (and commenting~)

( Do you believe in fate. )

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Sat, 05 Mar 2011 03:17:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: Arrivals
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Number of words: 116
Summary:
There's something about airports Toshiya doesn't like.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
i got totally inspired by this pic:

it's blurry and it's probably not even an airport at all but the words flew to me before i could do something about it.

comments and concrit are more than welcome♥

( farewell song )

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Thu, 24 Feb 2011 17:38:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: I get along.
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Genre: romance, humour, fluff
Number of words: 1.480
Summary:
I’m trying to make calculations inside my mind to convince myself that isn’t my birthday, which I can’t be as sad as this. Because, for real; if I forgot my own birthday then my life is definitely over and I’m a very, very sad old man. Definitely old. How old? Thirty what? Fuck this shit, I’m just so old.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments: i feel like writing so i'm just going to write as much as i can until this feeling dissapears.
this one is actually.... fluffy?? a belated birthday fic for kaoru.
as always, there's always room for improvement so please, if there's something you want to say just comment me!! ♥
as always not betaed and stuff.

( it's kaoru's birthday )

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this is what we are after.

Wed, 23 Feb 2011 16:05:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: this is what we’re after.
Pairings: toshiyaxkaoru
Rating: G
Genre: angsty, romance
Number of words: 1.608
Summary:
God, it just reminded me of you.
Not only the cigarettes, everything else did.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments: gooood, it has been literally years (well just one) since i decided to write something and it actually worked out. i don't want want to say i've lost my muse or something but i was really struggling against writing for so long. so many unfinished fics and drabbles, i hope this changes now, though.
the grammar of this is a bit messy, more than a lot of ideas threw together than a real story and I need to say this just... kind of wrote itself instead of i wrote it.
please, crits and feedback are really important for me, so either if you love ir or if you think it sucks, comment me.
they are more than appreciated.♥

( are you ready to love. )

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Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:39:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: don’t you want to hold me baby?
Number of words: 325
Pairings: ToshiyaxKaoru, Kaoru&Kyo
Summary: Dinner is always made, for you.
Disclaimer: Kyo, Kaoru and Toshiya belong to themselves.
Comments: It had been years since the last time I tried to write a ‘serious’ fanfic, so probably this one sucks terribly.. It just popped inside my mind suddenly.
I made it for the ktk_drabbles comm.
It’s late and I use no beta, so probably it sucks, the grammar is terrible and is full of typos, but anyway, enjoy?
Comments are appreciated sweeties

( you got tired of holding me. )

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Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:37:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: nothing but words
Disclaimer: not mine.
Rating: G
Pairing: Kaoru&Toshiya
Word count: 1006
Summary: We sometimes slept at each other’s places but there wasn’t any physical contact either, you slept at the side of your bed and I slept in mine and our bodies, unconsciously; kept a prudent distance from each other’s and we end up sleeping like we were two brothers sharing a hotel bed.
Comment: This is inspired in a rp I am actually in, in a more drama, Toshiya-emo way xD isn’t as bas as this ;p

As always, comments are appreciated.
I wrote this really late and it’s not beta-readed so I am sorry for my lack of grammar and all the wrong things this fic may have, also the end sucks, yaaaaaaaaaay
♥

( i started to feel desperate. )

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Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:30:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: glaring sun.
Theme: #23
encumbered forever by desire and ambition
there's a hunger still unsatisfied
our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
though down this road we've been so many times
Number of words: 329
Pairings: hints of Kaoru/Kyo, hints of ToshiyaxKaoru
Summary: That's life; you have someone, I have drugs.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Comments: I wrote this for a kaoruxtoshiyaxkyo drabbles community I really like! (if you like any of those pairings, I recomend you to visit it!! <3)
As usual is not beta-ed so it's probably full of mistakes and types.
Also the plot is not really interesting or anything, I'm sorry about that but I always wanted to write something that involved angsty and drug addicted toshiya.

Comments are appreciated as usual, they help me to improve!!!
♥

x-posted to ktk_drabbles and kaoxtotchi

( but i'm still not satisfied. )

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Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:26:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

Title: delusion.
Pairings: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: You're stuck with me, you know about that don't you? As I am stuck to you, to any of you.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Comments: Yaaaaaaaaay. Yeah, I'm bored... and I write drabbles, because I have no life. xD
Ehm, this time is a Kaoru's POV and I don't think this one even has plot -___- it's more like... dunno random thoughts?

As always sorry for my sucky grammar and kinda lame fic.
comments are appreciated!! Help me to improve!!
♥

( if only you could see me looking at you at those times )

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Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:07:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

title: Distraction
Theme: Distraction
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Toshiya/Kaoru
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥

( Sorry, I got distracted. )

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Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:03:00 GMT

Posted by: aibashi.livejournal.com

title: No, It isn't.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥

( and someone to believe you. )

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