There are so many things I LOVED to this sweet snippet. From the stream of consciousness, to the unprepared surprises (for us, as readers) in Toshiya's words:
and, definitely; i shouldn't be thinking about how much i want to--
"i want to kiss you." and my voice is low, very low, only meant for you to hear it.
The KT dynamics are GOLD and totally like them, Kaoru keeping his composure and keeping it cool while Toshiya gets more passionate and passionate and cute :) SERIOUSLY! This drabble was such a lovely and creative way to imprint more the NY signing and to give it meaning, LOTS of meanings :) And now I'll seriously not be able to forget this moment - although there was no doubt I would have ;P, but yeah :)
...and I like the way Kaoru gives in in the end. Although "giving in" are not the right words...he's more like...honest, yeah, finally honest with himself and like finally dropping part of his mask, because Toshiya usually has this impact on him :) he makes him say things he usually doesn't and to put aside for a moment notions like maturity and "things we don't need to say one to another because we're both mature and guys" lool
"you will see, you..." you start, your voice raspy but with a hint of tease that makes me want just to forget where we are, and what we are and just put my head on your shoulder and get overwhelmed by your fragrance an-- "i want to kiss you too." you finally say, when the last girl shows up and i just can't help but have the biggest and silliest smile on my face, ever... because, you. it's all about you.
Although Kaoru is A LOT more colder about his feelings and talking about them than Toshiya is, just as Kyo noted in a n interview and said how well guarded Kaoru actually is, I like to see him like this. I like to see him comfortable in his emotions and not being afraid. And I know he's like this only because of Toshiya and that makes me MORE than happy and fuzzy inside.
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There are so many things I LOVED to this sweet snippet. From the stream of consciousness, to the unprepared surprises (for us, as readers) in Toshiya's words:
and, definitely; i shouldn't be thinking about how much i want to--
"i want to kiss you." and my voice is low, very low, only meant for you to hear it.
The KT dynamics are GOLD and totally like them, Kaoru keeping his composure and keeping it cool while Toshiya gets more passionate and passionate and cute :) SERIOUSLY! This drabble was such a lovely and creative way to imprint more the NY signing and to give it meaning, LOTS of meanings :) And now I'll seriously not be able to forget this moment - although there was no doubt I would have ;P, but yeah :)
...and I like the way Kaoru gives in in the end. Although "giving in" are not the right words...he's more like...honest, yeah, finally honest with himself and like finally dropping part of his mask, because Toshiya usually has this impact on him :) he makes him say things he usually doesn't and to put aside for a moment notions like maturity and "things we don't need to say one to another because we're both mature and guys" lool
"you will see, you..." you start, your voice raspy but with a hint of tease that makes me want just to forget where we are, and what we are and just put my head on your shoulder and get overwhelmed by your fragrance an-- "i want to kiss you too." you finally say, when the last girl shows up and i just can't help but have the biggest and silliest smile on my face, ever... because, you. it's all about you.
Although Kaoru is A LOT more colder about his feelings and talking about them than Toshiya is, just as Kyo noted in a n interview and said how well guarded Kaoru actually is, I like to see him like this. I like to see him comfortable in his emotions and not being afraid. And I know he's like this only because of Toshiya and that makes me MORE than happy and fuzzy inside.
yeah...I think I spoke enough already, haha :)