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Title: try my love
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me but the story.
Genre: dude, idk this is some happy shit xDD
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Words Count: 524
Summary: "i want to kiss you."
Comments: hi~ this is my new writing account/community!! join if you like what you read:P

also this is very random and ugh, i have no idea.

dedicated to sick_pride just because. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


this, picking randomly one of the million adjectives that could be used to describe this very situation, is at least, wrong. i'm not supposed to think like this, I know I'm not, but I swear I just can't help myself... I know that a fan meeting, with a singing event isn't the best place to start thinking about how beautiful you look, lately (have i told you this? please remind me to do it often, because i can write books about how absolutely precious you are, how your hair falls right in the best spot, how masculine, raw and defined your jaw is); that definitely i shouldn't be thinking about how much i love the new fragrance are you using lately (didn't i tell you about this, either? i like this one much more than the last one); and, definitely; i shouldn't be thinking about how much i want to--

"i want to kiss you." and my voice is low, very low, only meant for you to hear it. and when i'm done saying that, i nod at the girl that i have in front of me who looks like is close to have a heart attack just because isn't-that-toshiya-from-oh-my-god-dir-en-grey-in-front-of-me? i smile a few times and grab my pen again to sign to the next girl, and then i hear you chuckle. it's soft, but still dark and rough and... it's you.

"you and that big mouth of yours." you comment back, not even looking at me, just muttering those words so i could hear them and paying attention to the girl in front of you, and you suddenly smile and.... ugh, god i just want to kiss you so bad.

i let out a small giggle and i can hear how the girl in front of me starts squeeing, and i can't help but giggle again if she knew the reasons of all my giggling. i sign, and hand her poster with both hands, and a broadly smile. i love you (did i tell you that lately? i should, i really should.) "you love it, and you know it."
you let out another chuckle, this time louder and i let out a giggle and then the suddenly band is staring at us like 'what the fuck are you guys doing' and nora is just staring at us with raising eyebrows and...god i just love you so much.
"you do!" i hiss, under my breath and this time instead of chuckling, and giggling and more confusion to our band mates and the poor, poor new yorker girls who stare at us like we have lost our minds, you kick me, under the table.

"you will see, you..." you start, your voice raspy but with a hint of tease that makes me want just to forget where we are, and what we are and just put my head on your shoulder and get overwhelmed by your fragrance an-- "i want to kiss you too." you finally say, when the last girl shows up and i just can't help but have the biggest and silliest smile on my face, ever... because, you. it's all about you.