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Title: Underwater Love
Pairing: non implied Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Words: 156
Summary: I love him, but I'm not in love with him.
Comments: Very random, very short, I was just suddenly inspired and needed to write.
not beta-ed, probably full of grammar mistakes, I'm sorry.

Kaoru's POV.


Comments are more than welcomed, thanks <3


I do love him, but I'm not in love with him, there's a big difference between those facts and I wish people could understand them better, each and any of them.

I need him in my life, probably more than I needed a member of my family, ever; probably more than I need a girlfriend; he's like an essential part of that puzzle I call my life, and there would be something missing, undone, if he wasn't there with me, but I don't want to be with him, I want to stay by his side, always; I want to be there when he gets married and have that wonderful family he always wishes for, I want to be there, always: when he needs a shoulder to cry on, when he needs an ear to rant to, but I don't want to be with him.

I do love him.
but I am not in love with him.