[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: everybody wanna try to box me in (so don't do it, too)
Pairings: kaoru/toshiya
Rating: R? language, mentions of blowjobs, sex, a some drugs. toshiya has a foul mouth. sorry, not sorry
Words: 1.956
Summary: So we are back at Kaoru’s question, and his hardened eyes, as I keep looking at him with one of my smug grins, as I pass the pad of my thumb all over the smudged line of eyeliner underneath my eye. “I like it.”
Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: i needed to write something because i was going to rip my hair out.
i don't know i had this as an unfinished thing since forever ago.
i love the setting of high school buddies and toshiya/kyo being kind of soulmates and toshiya being this kind of sexy, untamed, giggly and adorable slut who has a very foul mouth and kaoru being all over into it.

this kind of suck, though.
i completely wrote it to myself anyway, but comments/receiving love are the best♡

pd: first line of the title comes from nicki minaj feat rihanna's fly.
queen nicki has been the perpetual bgm for this.

Oh, really? You don’t really seem worried at all when I’ve got my lips around your cock, honey )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: dirt and glitter cover the floor
Pairings: kaoruxtoshiya
Rating: G
Words: 1.782
Summary: Kyo has told me about him, before.
About Toshiya, that guy.

Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: this is not probably how kaoru and toshiya met but it just popped into my mind a few months ago.
i wrote some of it and then a little more and then i just finished it in five minutes.
i tried to change my writing style a little, and it's a kaoru's pov again... i don't even know why.
lmfao.

the title is a ke$ha's song because... i can't remember. i was probably listening to it and i liked it.

comments are loved. ♡


Little I knew, back then, about this Toshiya guy. Little I knew about his energy and his shyness, and that amazing capacity he had of turning them on and off, like you switch your computer back at home. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: Of burnt cigarettes and lost paradises
Pairings: broken kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Words: 1.325
Summary: "You're cheating on him."
Disclaimer: fiction, i don't own anything but the writing.
Comments: i don't even know what is this.
it literally wrote itself and it's not betaed and it probably kind of sucks.
its just, not going to lie.
it's good to write again, i missed it.

comments are loved. ♡

I am really sorry. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: someday
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: "Tokyo will never cease to make me feel as I'm a stranger.."
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
okay in all honesty i thought i was not going to make able to finish this on time, but here is it!!
this is my entry for the winter's [livejournal.com profile] kaoxtotchi winter contest.

my prompt was this video.

it was incredibly hard for me to focus on something or even find something to talk about, but i managed to do it. i think
the year is the 2010, so try to think about them with the hair of that era.

at first i didn't like it much, but somehow it ended up writting itself, and i'm very proud.
it's not betaed because i seriously need a beta, but i hope there are no major grammar mistakes.

please comment! ;A;


of memories. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: of summer
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: "Let's go swim."
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
i found the summer writing prompt ( which is here ) and i know it's a bit late but it counts here is still as hot as in summer? u_u
this has been floating around my mind since i saw this picture, and I just wanted to try something different, writing wise.

tt's a Kaoru POV, which is kind of challenge for me, because it's so hard to grip what he's thinking, what are his motives, etc.
the picture it's supposed to be toshiya, and the place nagano.
and think about a.... 2005/6ish? era.

ugh and the ending sucks but i couldn't think about anything else!

comments are more than welcome and so is concrit, please please please i'm here to improve. ;o;
(as always, not betaed so sorry about any mistake.)



Do you want to come to Nagano with me )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: the begining
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Summary:
And I decide that your laugh is like a melody I want to spend my whole life listening to.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
hello!
it's so rare for me to write something but this kind of just write itself (i notice i say this all the time... right?)
u_u
well anyway, please comments are more than appreciated as it is constructive criticism!
as always, this is not betaed (any sweetheart who wants to be my beta? i would love you forever) so i'm really sorry for any big grammar mistake you might find.

and this is written at the very beginning of dir en grey as a band, right after they got together, so picture them really young and with really long hair.

thanks for reading~ (and commenting~)




Do you believe in fate. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: Arrivals
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Number of words: 116
Summary:
There's something about airports Toshiya doesn't like.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments:
i got totally inspired by this pic:

it's blurry and it's probably not even an airport at all but the words flew to me before i could do something about it.

comments and concrit are more than welcome♥



farewell song )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: I get along.
Pairings: kaoru&toshiya
Rating: G
Genre: romance, humour, fluff
Number of words: 1.480
Summary:
I’m trying to make calculations inside my mind to convince myself that isn’t my birthday, which I can’t be as sad as this. Because, for real; if I forgot my own birthday then my life is definitely over and I’m a very, very sad old man. Definitely old. How old? Thirty what? Fuck this shit, I’m just so old.
Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments: i feel like writing so i'm just going to write as much as i can until this feeling dissapears.
this one is actually.... fluffy?? a belated birthday fic for kaoru.
as always, there's always room for improvement so please, if there's something you want to say just comment me!! ♥
as always not betaed and stuff.


it's kaoru's birthday )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: this is what we’re after.
Pairings: toshiyaxkaoru
Rating: G
Genre: angsty, romance
Number of words: 1.608
Summary:
God, it just reminded me of you.
Not only the cigarettes, everything else did.

Disclaimer: nothing belongs to me.
Comments: gooood, it has been literally years (well just one) since i decided to write something and it actually worked out. i don't want want to say i've lost my muse or something but i was really struggling against writing for so long. so many unfinished fics and drabbles, i hope this changes now, though.
the grammar of this is a bit messy, more than a lot of ideas threw together than a real story and I need to say this just... kind of wrote itself instead of i wrote it.
please, crits and feedback are really important for me, so either if you love ir or if you think it sucks, comment me.
they are more than appreciated.♥

are you ready to love. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: don’t you want to hold me baby?
Number of words: 325
Pairings: ToshiyaxKaoru, Kaoru&Kyo
Summary: Dinner is always made, for you.
Disclaimer: Kyo, Kaoru and Toshiya belong to themselves.
Comments: It had been years since the last time I tried to write a ‘serious’ fanfic, so probably this one sucks terribly.. It just popped inside my mind suddenly.
I made it for the [livejournal.com profile] ktk_drabbles comm.
It’s late and I use no beta, so probably it sucks, the grammar is terrible and is full of typos, but anyway, enjoy?
Comments are appreciated sweeties



you got tired of holding me. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: nothing but words
Disclaimer: not mine.
Rating: G
Pairing: Kaoru&Toshiya
Word count: 1006
Summary: We sometimes slept at each other’s places but there wasn’t any physical contact either, you slept at the side of your bed and I slept in mine and our bodies, unconsciously; kept a prudent distance from each other’s and we end up sleeping like we were two brothers sharing a hotel bed.
Comment: This is inspired in a rp I am actually in, in a more drama, Toshiya-emo way xD isn’t as bas as this ;p

As always, comments are appreciated.
I wrote this really late and it’s not beta-readed so I am sorry for my lack of grammar and all the wrong things this fic may have, also the end sucks, yaaaaaaaaaay





i started to feel desperate. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: glaring sun.
Theme: #23
encumbered forever by desire and ambition
there's a hunger still unsatisfied
our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
though down this road we've been so many times

Number of words: 329
Pairings: hints of Kaoru/Kyo, hints of ToshiyaxKaoru
Summary: That's life; you have someone, I have drugs.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Comments: I wrote this for a kaoruxtoshiyaxkyo drabbles community I really like! (if you like any of those pairings, I recomend you to visit it!! <3)
As usual is not beta-ed so it's probably full of mistakes and types.
Also the plot is not really interesting or anything, I'm sorry about that but I always wanted to write something that involved angsty and drug addicted toshiya.

Comments are appreciated as usual, they help me to improve!!!


x-posted to [livejournal.com profile] ktk_drabbles and [livejournal.com profile] kaoxtotchi




but i'm still not satisfied. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: delusion.
Pairings: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: You're stuck with me, you know about that don't you? As I am stuck to you, to any of you.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Comments: Yaaaaaaaaay. Yeah, I'm bored... and I write drabbles, because I have no life. xD
Ehm, this time is a Kaoru's POV and I don't think this one even has plot -___- it's more like... dunno random thoughts?

As always sorry for my sucky grammar and kinda lame fic.
comments are appreciated!! Help me to improve!!



if only you could see me looking at you at those times )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
title: No, It isn't.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥


and someone to believe you. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
title: Falling to pieces
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Die/Toshiya, Kaoru/Toshiya (one sided), Shinya/Die (one sided)
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥


it's funny how vivid and bright are my fantasies about him )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
title: Falling to pieces
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Die/Toshiya, Kaoru/Toshiya (one sided), Shinya/Die (one sided)
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥



it doesn't hurt me. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
title: Angie
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya, Toshiya/OC
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥


when we became like this. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
title: Angie
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya, Toshiya/OC
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥

she was the fault. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
title: The Fault
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Comments: i'm just posting all the fics i wrote here so i could make a decent archive and have it all together♥

but comments are love. ♥♥♥♥♥♥



i never imagined i could annoy you so much. )
[identity profile] aibashi.livejournal.com
Title: Heart and Lungs
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me.
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Non implied Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: G
Summary: But what Toshiya knows is that love shouldn't feel like you're being carried to the end of the world, to an endless downward spiral. Dangerous, and painful, and cold. He should know how to stop it, yet he can't.
Comments: ....
i don't even know about this, i swear. i started to write it out of the blue, and i think this is the angstiest thing i've ever written, for real.
it's unbeated and shit so the grammar sucks. and so on.

but comments are love. ♥♥♥♥♥♥


Like he lived a lifetime in his youth. )

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